Wednesday, October 27, 2010

I do not remember how he is going to the fall

 I just found myself in a strange position on his back in a dry bathtub, as of a stranded sperm whale on the beach on the Left, while the back of the head pain.

water stains on the ceiling looking down at me curiously, bathroom lights dim halo, porcelain bathtub surface cold, warm exhaust fan to rotate. I used the arm to head high, as is lying, I heard a head issue Search result is nothing. (The item you search for is not found / not to be displayed in the window project) if the memory is a tape, then I was out of this disk problem ---- not quite back to the previous tape full time sperm whales go! Only fixed in the Yun Huang Yu-yi lying on the eclectic light screen, after snow had completely. . . Snow. . . Falling. . . The invisible hand of the past were completely obliterated. Who am I? Where am I?

the past certainly did not know where to happen, so much a person can not thriving until a minute before jumping out from the rock crevices. I'm bored to curl up in the bowl, do nothing to feel helpless as a piece of white paper. In the bathtub and not just born in the manger of Jesus. Memories is futile. My head began to hurt again.

lying is not always such a way to catch cold. I have no clue to struggle up, top-heavy. Just stand still rushed for a stride in front of the mirror. A pale strange woman staring at a pair of big eyes in shock Supremacy clouds look at me, like a flower is having nightmares. Her children have not been the force of gravity and the destruction of the breast is also staring at me,UGG bailey button, his face red. Short hair, high forehead under the uplift of an amazing big package, like the head of a carrot grown. A young beautiful unicorn. Hidden beneath the eyelids unicorn scene is not that I know in the past.

Who are you? Come from? How many measurements? Eat it? Away from it? Corrupt or pure? Weight loss or weight gain? Miyoshi, three aspects of love, three stresses, escort? Gay, straight, bisexual, narcissistic? Is convinced that Taiwan is an inalienable part of China? Does the Four Cardinal Principles? Hippie, yuppie, Popi, leather? There is no cut off appendix, hemorrhoids, veins? Leslie likes it? Eat carrots? Materialist esthete, Muslim separatists? Masochist, sadist or a workaholic? Average weekly online time? What is the average number of sex per week? How many IQ? How much EQ. . . I was full of endless curiosity.

evaded each other on all issues. Because she was naked, height, weight, and measurements can be estimated roughly, all the rest of the information is not known. I waved her fist punch, suddenly found a place as big as Columbus's good news and a big bad news. Columbus's good news: I finally arrived! The bad news: I went to was not India. I have good news: the memory of my knowledge does not disappear; bad news: My own memory disappeared. The composition of this world and its material, ideas, vocabulary, I am not familiar trick, I just knew nothing on the front of the body.

as an owner just left the room, everything in: a forgotten back on the sofa Fire Red TCL phone, a pair of upturned false eyelashes, a nice computer (intel inside) and its lipstick, a two year old child-sized teddy bear, wearing a hole in a flesh-colored stockings, a box of pregnancy test strips. . . . . . However, the people gone! Left empty silence informers in the background.

When I are ignorant, I can be called a If I am not eligible for the Her? I know how much of her?

her storm of class struggle in my eyes, such as Candle in the Wind, Liushenwuzhu petals compliance falls, trembling slightly, the surface layer of fine sweat oozing like goose bumps, as has just been a passing even caterpillars. --- She was afraid of Kazakhstan. I occupied her body, I can do anything to her, including to the head unyielding loyalty to grab land and the use of chest severing of bondage Qiurong blocking loophole. I was happy, playing with people in the shares of the hands of the supreme power will bring a sense of accomplishment, even if this object is itself.

suddenly got the idea: if I uncovered her identity and personal data, I can naturally become her, not just a sad despicable colonial rulers. So I seize the throne after seizing power, declared that she is the The toe then became a history of a bitch. I can not wait to wear clothes, chest lofty grand, vehement.

reconnaissance from the start side. This is obviously a hotel, toiletries printed with Like most third-rate hotels, like the carpet covered with color ambiguous, suspicious sheets. Pack is very simple, only one bag, put a few simple pieces of clothing, cosmetics and a To my great disappointment is that there is no wallet ID card, no photo, and a man, but added a thousand yuan in cash and a credit card without knowing the password of the Great Wall. I looked down to find her shoes. You know? A person's shoes could talk, they will tell you about their many masters of the self, many of the past and many now. Shanghai people have a saying: as if they are just like me, just born into this world. I discovered that things are brand new to her, the magazine does not crease, lipstick intact, just like the clothes on the shelves to take down. I do not know if this is coincidence, or the performance of its main objects Shaw. Anyway, I learned that the only progress is that her life elsewhere, but in the absence of any ticket ticket ticket like the case of evidence to support this statement, she is also possible that in their own cities away from home.

this room to give me so much information available. I picked up the bag, pulling her to check out. Receptionist looked at me in surprise: There I am thirsty for knowledge of personal information. Receptionist came back, return the deposit to me, sorry to say: wandering like a headless flies may be unfamiliar in that it may be familiar with the city. Days the tumble in the fall, I was a person, a woman is so and so, so and so's daughter, so and so's colleagues, so and so of the area residents, and now I was the sperm whale, unicorn, so the sum of the shadow rulers. One after another of the neon signs to tell me, here is the S city, a city that never sleeps. I walked through the crowds on their feet worn shoes envious mouth water. I do not know where to go, I want to keep going and put my shoes to wear clothing history. A fool once said:

after the first department store, I bought a wig to cover up the golden head of the pack, as the woman play the killer Brigitte Lin in Golden curls to her exotic face up. My brain suddenly Poguanposhuai in a flash: .

my greedy eyes on the artificial lighting in the flow of people asleep, as long as the bloodthirsty vampire sucking their self. Close to people's desire to take us to a bar, a wall twinkling neon green writing with such a slogan: This era's most philosophical words are spoken out by the advertisers, like Nike's . I sat in the bar in the high stool, so she pulled up her skirt a little, revealing three-fifths of the thigh, then put on a shelf if looking thoughtfully, She does not skillfully did. Thirty-six seconds later there came a man smell the smell.











is you. heinous boss, and his boring job, and his puzzling marriage. . . Every middle-aged people are the same as the briefcase to carry the story can be opened at any time. I eagerly listened to that a little details are stored into the brain. Probably never in his life, but as I never met such a serious and responsible audience. About two, he proposed: I answered for her: The door was shut, he hugged her, kiss her hard, while pro says: To thank him the story, I generously gave him the mercy of her, pretending to ignore her pitiful look.

them having sex, I like all right man wandering around in the room,bailey UGG boots, looking through his wallet and business card holder, (he called the plateau, 37-year-old, S municipal accounts, is a network manager of the company) , 坐在窗台上 swinging swinging his legs, and his shoes chat. His black shoes and like him unhappy. (In a station, he had missed his train. Him about his marriage, the basic description of true love, as his boss is somewhat exaggerated, at least not short of people pay to him. He has a 32-year-old wife, a 6-year-old daughter, a 22-year-old lover, a 30-year-old crush who, as well as a 3-year-old purebred Persian cat lying --- it likes to sleep in his shoes.

he Juanji and sleep, I pulled her up from the bed, leaving his shoes when the pilfering. Shoes also need care.

cool breeze early in the morning streets, I want to give us find a safe refuge. Shipments of spent meandering along a rail into the industrial area, I see a little abandoned warehouse a clean, used bricks to break into the three. Here is my oasis in a home. She took off her coat on the floor and immediately fall asleep soundly. The rising sun through the windows covered with dust and spider photo on the floor, she was lying on the side of the sun warm, the unconscious. I have stolen shoes on the floor, careful not knocked an original dust. Then, I put my shoes Pengguo accompany it. I found the red leather shoes this time appeared the first end surface of fine lines, I hugged it and kissed it, is simply ecstatic. Laughter awakened an old blind bat, sleepwalk successive sounds of crackling flying toward the sun in the past, when almost hit the glass, but also a sharp turn and flew back to the darkness went. Qian Chen a startled its activities, in light beam can be a trial of strength in flying.

she woke up, I took her like a pull, like a dog wandering in the street clatter. I do not know what she likes to eat, anyway, wander around chanting. Found close to the That's it. Chicken burger she ate a great deal in the moment, I sat opposite her, told her I have made the grand plan and the brilliant performance. She did not share my excitement, but look at me endless worry, do not say So do not say no. Understanding she did not dare to oppose Well I was her master.

That night a bar in another, my name is called plateau, Scorpio, occupation is a network manager of the company, hobby is the Internet, the first night in 18 years.

my plan without any resistance to the implementation of the case go. She is responsible for luring people to go to bed, the object most of the men, and occasionally a woman, I am responsible for recording their personal information and to steal shoes. Do not have money, wallet on the way from their house a few pumping away,UGGs, the amount is not large enough to encourage them to report, they will think she fulfilled their own remuneration. I am like a thirsty sponge, saturated with saliva, semen, sweat and self, no longer feel empty and disillusioned, and they will not be much loss, though the morning was a bit inconvenient to go home barefoot. The next day the sun came out, they still work to work, Internet access, eat dinner, divorce divorce. . . Recall that blonde last night, they will not have too much memory.

we live in a magnificent warehouse quickly, and has a large closet, a stereo (from one who was seduced there stolen), a mattress, a large mirror (like the ballet school that species covered by a wall of mirrors, bought second-hand market), many, many pirated discs and a lot of shoes. Each pair of shoes is a person, who themselves are written in the shoes, I collect shoes, the more confident. Every morning, when she was sleeping, I, where in many self-cutting and pasting patchwork, collage play the same production of There are already seven or eight products, namely: One innocent teen idol, Pretty Woman II and III office ladies, wealthy Jour fourth, fifth Tomb Raider, VI Shanghai Baby, VII 007 Ursula, 八号 Fair Princess. Each is equipped with a complete personality, costumes and wigs. Completion of an Loss of a self, more self-dug the possibility of blessing in disguise a blessing in disguise.

addition to hard work, I am most enthusiastic about the game is the music playing with my collection, or led them to march along in steps, or stepping on them dance dance melody. Can not see my mirror image, it can only be reflected in a motley army of shoes on the floor, Sometimes we play hide and seek, laughing and joking, and made a gray one soil. This is my happiest moment.

often heard the disc is Faye Wong's Not you, gentle long you superhuman powers, not sweet sweet embrace you? . Listen to this song, I'll think of me dreamily lost in the video in the family and loved ones, what are they like? Doing now? If one day my wife found me in this big warehouse, then what number he would like the self it? He also loved me? I call Mary Judy, Charlie, or Ryuichi Sakamoto, will have a great relationship? Or that he and those who, like men, love is just my body? This is not think I was particularly sad, sad fact, I have forgotten what stuff was.

day after the bridge downtown, a man sneaking into my palm stuffed a piece of paper. The front is this:

documents in Southeast Asia (Group) Co., Ltd.

all agency documents, seals, notes

special respect to the whole country the whole hair quickly, please prepare
Liu
Post Acute

government security professionals retained

delivery pager: 9998888 627872

back is this:

undertake the business of the Company's long-term :

1. all over the security ID cards, marriage certificates, divorce certificates, account of this, the chef card

2. the university graduation certificate, correspondence, Self, secondary, college, undergraduate, degree , MS, graduate students and all the archival material, and according to customer requirements for

3. for national accreditation, technical grade cards, accounting, accountant certificate, engineers certificates, single card, veterans license, permit ligation , birth certificate, electrical certificate

4. driver's license, driving permit, additional fees, road maintenance, license plates and other auto file

5. Hong Kong identity card, Home Visit Permit, and the passport agency , business license and official seal

6. real estate license, certificate

will afford the city there are many like me who tirelessly self-manufactured, and they got amnesia it? I made this all the man who is Liu made a real grown identity card, with the name: Brigitte Lin.

she and I have been working well, although we rarely communicate. She is an obedient slave, in addition to work and eat every day, and the remaining time to sleep, like a tame cat. (God knows where she came so much sleepy.) Sleep good for the skin, and she slept no turning back, despite the group of shoes Flurry, voice rang out, also would not budge. We share a secret: We all know that coat closet of those Fake is better than nothing, right?

delicate balance between us was finally a chance to break the event. That night, she and my master collection LXII of the bed at his home, and I squatted on the ground and his shoes speak. He is a strong seafood dealers, and he told me a lot of shoes on the sea, shells and fish stories. Suddenly, mixed with moans and the middle of rapid breathing, suddenly emerged out of her own voice. She whispered unto them beg man said: I told her this dictatorship is finished. Fortunately, the stupid man misunderstood what she meant, thinking it is an expression of erotic language. This will increase the degree of his excitement, he then more rapidly to hit her. I can not Inhibits

angry. Her voice is the voice of good, but can only spit out my permission remarks. How she can without my consent without thought, without speaking? Backwards? ! Her. Do not forget, I'm her soul, mind, heart and self. Not me, not her ---- it is a self-evident through the ages forever irrefutable truth. The betrayal is clearly the challenge of my authority. She must pay the price for their reckless actions.

the way home, she has been timid to steal a glance at me, my face expressionless. One into the house, I dragged her to the front of the mirror with her hand fiercely pumping footed slap in the face of her own, a blonde wig intense flying, screaming in an empty warehouse wrapping. That was not enough, I caught a mind of her fist hit hard in the mirror, the mirror lines in the same focus as the spider web crack in all directions, blood streaming down his fist down. She was very frightened face in the mirror apart. I swept her gloomy look, the same hand to pull down a razor fragments. Understand the risk of her, shaking his head begged one step back: Just a little approximation. She struggled to break free, but could not move. Her right hand in the air shaking, and my willpower breaking wrist. I smiled, a little bit greater efforts. Finally reached the tip of her skin,

left a long scratch, Xuezhu Qin out slowly. I repeated a blade and cut the red river down her white legs to meandering down the winding stream, flowing into the red lamb leather boots. Startled a few bats in the warehouse like a hard back and forth over the enchanted circle.

I feel tired to take off her shoes, let her. She immediately fell to the floor and fell asleep. I believe she will be riding on the wings of a dream where I get a no, so she has still alive. I certainly do not want her to die, so I just avoided the aorta. It was from this day, we hate each other but can not be started the day out of each other.

She never talked to me, even the most casual look, as if I did not exist. I started the selection from time to time to give her some dregs of society as a customer, calling: These shoes are much more fun, are a whole a whole out of a gangster movie, and Young and Dangerous series. If I am unhappy, I will let her knees to him to come on in key places at once, he will for me to beat her eight elements were seven dirty truck Tianhundian not tell, I stood holding the arms endless sneer. From time to time suffer a little bit will help her attitudes and understanding of the situation, bearing in mind who is the owner.

my collection has grown to more than one hundred pairs, the pair of red boots have also been covered in a gray, wrinkled. This time including a man loves me, or rather, to be exact - in love with her. He is a sensitive shy young thin, Article One of the masters of the shoes. In recognition of her, he is a sign the art supply boss, he took the fall on the shop's Jiefang Road and Heping Road junction. Know her, he became our shadow. He fails to understand the sense of urging, day or night, always about two meters away, like, like the police Qierbushe, fawning like a dog. He did not take the initiative and her Taoci seems to just be satisfied with watching her two meters away, as if she is like a pot of any rare plants.

night, she was ambushed its prey in a public place, he will be two meters away lookout; morning, she walked down the bed of different people, he sometimes leaned against the wall of the stairwell fall asleep, and sometimes squatting on the ground smoking, as long as her feet in the doorway of a response, he will wake up to fight the spirit of twelve into his noble and magnificent career. His eyes like a piece of chewing gum left a long and stubbornly sticking me on the back, I am tired of endless. As for her attitude, is very ambiguous. She never look the other way he was, but not deliberately get rid of him, she seems easily meekly accepted this cat and mouse game, as if she was easy to meekly admit my rule.

one day, I no longer love this great moderation. That morning, out of one hundred and fortieth 八号 master collection room, a drizzle outside the drift. Behind him stood up and sheepishly handed a transparent raincoat. His hair is wet and affixed to the forehead. I told her to go straight to go, right about face and gave him the boss of a big bang on the ear in mind, the stars spittle sprayed his face, cursed and said: I think she is a bit like him in the end, because to do so, I clearly feel her heart twitched.

a night, we walk in the streets of downtown, the atmosphere of the Christmas rush from all directions. The crowd, a faint bright ribbon weather in the air walk, the aroma brought back some vague in my mind, Chen residue, some gratuitous warmth. I can follow the piece of ribbon, it's the other end wearing a dark blue wool overcoat with a tall man. The man took a picture of everyone that asked: He is a handsome, three-year-old or so, back straight. I follow behind him quietly and prosperity through the streets, dark alleys.

deep in a alley, he suddenly footing, I almost hit him. He watch intently into my eyes: Long hair, eyes like a dip in the mineral water in the two grapes, his face is a cartoon that fed chocolate and a big smile. My heart is pounding, as long as step forward, I can go back. Bright rooms, a decent living, sweet home, warm love, all at your fingertips. However, I blurted out:

Sudden, I tiptoe to lip pressure in his mouth, kissing him, and tongue, teeth brushed aside the defense. He woodenly any moment I kissed, pushed me puzzled: the last time was at the airport to see her. international flights. huge blow. As cold as my arms snake to ring his neck and gently whispered in his ear: look into their eyes he saw two pieces of shattered glass. I know my objective was achieved. I am driven to distraction in the face of India at that next kiss to drifted away without looking back.

passing the shop window, I saw one like Hiroshima after the atomic bomb attack on the face of despair. I have cut off her only link to the past. She never completely belong to me, for life day and night woe. Sure enough, she is more crazy than me, my dramatic increase in the number of shoes collection. In different arms, her wine every night laughing, smiling ephemeral, tears came out smiling. I admire her satisfaction, this rival. She has had me as one solution.

12 months of the day, we wrapped in a coat with no one walking the streets in the early morning, clear winter came, my body Nei Sesuo her endless. After Jiefang Road corner, that crush who rejected rather abruptly from the door on the shop in the same sprang to sneeze,cheap UGG boots, I had a chance to warn her, a cold, sticking a fruit knife to her abdomen. I quickly jumped out, lest tip sting themselves. Perpetrators reddened eyes, kept repeating the mechanical movement, but also talking about the mouth: .

I have to say she fell down to look very pleasant, as if to see groups of naked little angel wings flying overhead, a blood-red sun rising on the horizon in the morning. Her body spasm, throat issued a Gurgle blood from the wound in her mouth and poured forth her like a bladder full of wine, with the loss of the liquid, and gradually go flat, as if the internal organs, muscles, bones, all of what turned into the liquid flow away the. I did not know a person so much body fluid. Suddenly she was not without irony to stab at me deeply, and the pain I almost Mandizhaoya. Relying on this one, I can not wait another second knife stabbed her. I have a good kick with her feet: machines the kind of pressure in the past results. Not deflated the lips off petals until they collide, issued vanish like a sigh: And Mel Gibson in the film Damn cool! How can I do? I've lost!

killer faces and bodies are splashed her liquid, beat malaria like chills, there is a moment I believe that he intends to knife towards his chest to the end he was let go, let the bang when the weapon plunging to the ground, and then east along Jiefang unscrupulously gone.

left knee and I am a man holding a large beach smell of fish sitting in a pool of blood and the scent of paper next to a thin person, do nothing. According to this situation now, I should cry. Without a slave master, not the king of people, what fun. But I did not even specific lacrimal gland, what could cry?

back a few months ago that he was born in the bathtub moment. Only this time, I was completely alone. Before I arrived in time for the police, took off her red suede boots foot wear in their feet, walking the opposite direction. These shoes have great history, the equivalent of municipal units. The three of us together through the twenty-five thousand years, and now the two of us to each other in years.

face the crowd and I pass by, far away, police cars, ambulances roaring, no one noticed me. Sparkling Christmas lights blinking in the hotel wall: Research In fact, I shut it not be a prisoner inside her? Now I have liberated. I not only can be any woman, it can be anyone, any living thing. Just find a temporary loss of consciousness of the object, I can replace a comeback. In the six-million population of the city, I Da eyes, looking for targets.

seven in the morning, stopped at an intersection such as the plateau green light, he saw a pair of red boots for women alone to walk in the street Pilipala. He thought that his hangover unawakened to energetically shook his head. When the green light, and that the shoes have been round the corner, gone. He felt that must be hell.

hit the steering wheel of a plateau, followed by the right pair of shoes. Dump truck suddenly fall from the sky. A loud noise, the white highlands Silence, the time of the wilderness. 

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